Shardul Mandrupkar's Blog

It’s hard when you stop understanding your own feelings! People expect you to show some act of maturity and you fail them. People expect you to be sensible at every moment and you fail in that too. When you have a crush on someone and the person comes to talk to you and after a time you realize the person doesn’t feel the same way. Sometimes you love someone for a very long time and after that ‘long time,’ you realize that you don’t have enough courage to say it to that someone. Sometimes you are good at something (really good) and still make mistakes while doing it, of course not purposely but it happens. You meet people every day, now and then and you call them friends but sometimes they are just colleagues who are acting friendly (Over friendly sometimes) But some of them can be real friends (even if they don’t show that) You don’t understand the difference between either. Sometimes you expect people to behave how you like them to behave but you know (from inside) that you can’t co

I never wanted to be something extra! I always dreamed to be an engineer! Even when I couldn't spell the word, for everyone who asked me this question, answer was engineer! And then one day, in school my English teacher asked me, how do you spell Engineer? And I kept mum! She shouted at me, and that hit me hard, I started to search for word "Engineer" But as I entered in the phase of being an engineer, I thought I never should've chosen engineering as a career. At that point of life, I already started to write and became quite popular in class 😜 It was always special being called writer but deep down I always knew, even if I chose to write, I cannot pursue it for a long time. And the same happened, I got placed into a Service based company as many of us in that phase do and started working as a trainee (Labour). And what people might have thought of me becoming something extra, that extra was getting supressed.  These was one of the hardest times when I