I never wanted to be something extra! I always dreamed to be an engineer! Even when I couldn't spell the word, for everyone who asked me this question, answer was engineer! And then one day, in school my English teacher asked me, how do you spell Engineer? And I kept mum! She shouted at me, and that hit me hard, I started to search for word "Engineer" But as I entered in the phase of being an engineer, I thought I never should've chosen engineering as a career. At that point of life, I already started to write and became quite popular in class 😜 It was always special being called writer but deep down I always knew, even if I chose to write, I cannot pursue it for a long time. And the same happened, I got placed into a Service based company as many of us in that phase do and started working as a trainee (Labour). And what people might have thought of me becoming something extra, that extra was getting supressed. These was one of the hardest times when I