Shardul Mandrupkar's Blog

 I was wrong. I remember when I was doing that sin, I was reminding myself, not to do it, But I was keen, I kept going! I wish, I haven't done, the wrong. I minded myself, not to do it ever, But, it occurs to me that, I keep doing it forever! I was blinded by the senses of my selfishness! I was terrified by the outcomes of my foolishness!. I've done wrong, For the shame of it, should I punish myself? Or should I keep it quite till I break habit itself? I'm ready! To pay the full price, To keep all those promises, till the happiness rejoice! I'll make sure, Never to repeat it again! I just want my commitment to regain!

It’s hard when you stop understanding your own feelings! People expect you to show some act of maturity and you fail them. People expect you to be sensible at every moment and you fail in that too. When you have a crush on someone and the person comes to talk to you and after a time you realize the person doesn’t feel the same way. Sometimes you love someone for a very long time and after that ‘long time,’ you realize that you don’t have enough courage to say it to that someone. Sometimes you are good at something (really good) and still make mistakes while doing it, of course not purposely but it happens. You meet people every day, now and then and you call them friends but sometimes they are just colleagues who are acting friendly (Over friendly sometimes) But some of them can be real friends (even if they don’t show that) You don’t understand the difference between either. Sometimes you expect people to behave how you like them to behave but you know (from inside) that you can’t co